Twisted Angel

My plane leaves today and I’m excited to see my best friend again in Singapore. I need to forget all my troubles here and just unwind and enjoy my trip.

I’m supposed to be happy but the truth is I’m not. I don’t know if sobrang naging numb na lang ako pero I just don’t feel happy.

It’s my father’s birthday today and I HATE HIM! saka na ako magmamaldita sa kanya birthday naman nya today kaya humanda na lang siya pagbalik ko bwahaha kidding aside, I love my father kahit ganun siya, even though he’s not worth anything at all because of all the painful things He has done with my family, kahit ganun siya I know deep in my heart love ko pa rin naman siya.. un’ nga lang I cannot forget what he did and how he caused us pain. Siguro when the time comes darating din ang araw na I can truly forgive and forget but this is certainly not today.

Walang kwenta itong post ko, nonsense! Hopefully I can share wonderful memories pagbalik ko sa trip, until then, happy weekend!

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My roommate and I once: sneaked our boyfriends in our dorm but our landlady came knocking at our door and we have to hide our boyfriends in the closet…

Never in my life have I: scuba dive, I always want to…

High school was: so much fun!

When I’m nervous: I tend to move around, a lot..

My hair: great, I have a salon appointment today.
When I was 5: I was the team captain of our volleyball team and I was also a cheerleader.
When I turn my head left: I can see my bathroom…
I should be: going to the mall now but I’m still sleepy

By this time next year: hmmn, I don’t know
My favorite aunt is: my mom’s two sisters.
I have a hard time understanding: French, my best friend married a French man but he’s not very fluent in English but I like talking to Him!
You know I like you if: I don’t annoy you LOL.
My ideal breakfast is: tapsilog, with mango juice.

If you visit my home town: crowded people!
If you spend the night at my house: you’ll find out how cozy our home is
The animal I would like to see flying besides birds: Fishes

I shouldn’t have been: shopping too much, I need to save!

Last night I: was chatting with my best friend

A better name for me would be: Emmyrose, still I love my name

I’ve been told I look like: Judy Ann Santos because I’m trimmed down just like her

If I could have any car, it would be: BMW

Now, I’m passing this tag to: Imelda, Rosemarie, Ester, Milet and lel

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep praying

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

*On a personal note:

I so love this song and sobrang relate ako sa lyrics… Don’t get me wrong nice naman talaga ako pero sometimes people tend to abuse me simply because I am nice and ewan ko ba kung saan nanggaling ung kapag born again ka na eh wala ka ng karapatan magalit, goodness! I do get angry, I can sometimes be furious too especially when people do bad things to me but unlike other Christians I know I fight back, especially when I know I’m right hindi dahil born again ka eh papaapi ka na noh’ hindi will ni God na magmukha tayong kawawa kaya don’t let injustice do unto you…

Anyway, this song truly speaks about me. I’m just not ready to be nice again to certain people ewan kung magiging nice pa ako sa kanila, minsan nga tinatanong ko why should I bother being nice to them eh hindi rin naman sila nice bwahaha

I was at the hospital today. I spent my entire morning waiting and goodness I tried so hard to be more patient and to be more understanding but I just hate waiting especially if there’s actually a way to make things easier, less complicated and a bit faster. Ewan ko ba naman dito sa Pilipinas lahat na lang pipilahan mo! Sometimes it’s just a waste of time! Kaya napagiiwanan tayo kasi lahat na lang ng bagay ginagawang komplikado. I’m ranting again, sobrang ang init lang kanina buti na lang hindi masyado trapik at kahit paano bumaba na ang presyo ng gas. I was at the mall too, waiting for my brother and I love hanging out in bookstores and browse some books pero grabe ang mall na un’ andaming tao and don’t you just hate those loud noises inside the bookstores, it’s supposed to be a quiet place like the library but it feels like a marketplace.

PS: Ansarap din pala mag-blog ng taglish, try ko nga minsan pure Tagalog

Last Sunday, I saw my ex-boyfriend for almost eight years. I saw his wife too for the first time. We greeted each other and he introduced me to his wife, at simangutan ba naman ako akala mo naman kung sinong kagandahan eh hello??? I’m not bitter, I don’t feel anything towards him anymore not even to the mere fact that I was supposed to marry him pero I just don’t love him enough or better yet I am in love with somebody else kaya nga I let him go but we parted as friends naman kasi nga sobrang tagal na ng pinagsamahan namin kaya when he got married I was sincerely happy for him kaya anong problema ng asawa nya, hay naku! As if naman, papatulan ko pa ang asawa nya noh’ kanya na lang!

Nagalit din naman ako sa mga “ex” but that was way before sobrang immature na lang na hindi mo pa maintindihan na it’s part of the past na lang and if secured ka sa relationship nyo dapat dedma ka na lang di ba? Ewan, pero nainis talaga ako sinira niya ang magandang araw ko sana. Pasalamat siya hindi ako nagmaldita out of respect na lang with my ex pero hindi ko napigilang sabihin sa kanya na ayusin mo yang’ asawa mo ha isang simangot pa nyan ihuhulog ko yan’ sa escalator tapos sinabayan ko na lang ng tawa…

Finally, I was able to set-up my blogroll and it’s still needs a lot of updating but at least I was able to set it up. Hopefully, I can enhance this site this upcoming week. I love my template, it’s so me… well, at least the other side of me that I tend to hide. I’m not pretending to be nice and sometimes I can be harsh, even a bit maldita but somehow I always appear to be sweet. Some people think that because you’re supposedly a Christian you are not allowed to be unpleasant, well, I can be very unpleasant especially to people who annoys me.

You are probably wondering why I named this blog Twisted Angel, well, that is the best way to describe my rebelious and sometimes annoying persona. So don’t be surprised if this blog is full of rants, complaints, dissatisfaction, harsh comments and everything else. Don’t look for the sweet Ems here, you simply won’t find her.

It’s been more than a month since I last posted here. I am so sorry for my long absence, I was so excited to have a new domain blog but unfortunately I got so sick for more than a month that I have to put on hold updating this new blog.

Having multiple blogs are really difficult and it’s not easy maintaining all those blogs. I have to admit that at some point, I have neglected some blogs in regards with traffic, quality of post and reciprocating blog hopping. But I do try my best to keep my blog individually special and even though I am making a profit from my blog, that’s just the icing on the cake for I simply love what I do and I am excited for this new blog.

Welcome to Twisted Angel!

Unleashing the different side of me…

This is my thoughts without boundaries, just me and my twisted side.

Feel free to come and get to know your unlikely angel.