Hopeless Romantic
Hmmn, last night my friends stressed out that I am once again the winner and currently the president of SMP (samahan ng malalamig na pasko) I can’t seem to remember the last time I was with somebody during this season but honestly I don’t mind because Christmas is usually spent with my family kaya siguro hindi ko napapansin na wala na naman pala akong love life.
I’m not really sure what happened to me… I used to be a 
always believing in true love and happy endings but after a series of heartbreaks and broken relationships I just grew tired of love and became cynical about it. I guess, all my faith in love was blown away after hurting so bad and I sort of created a wall for myself to protect my heart from hurting again. It’s been so long since I really fell in love and I just don’t know if darating pa talaga iyong time na I can really open my heart to somebody again. It’s rather sad when you think about it but that my cruel reality, one of the twisted thoughts I hold dear.. Love is something elusive and simply not for me, at least not yet!
