Twisted Angel

My plane leaves today and I’m excited to see my best friend again in Singapore. I need to forget all my troubles here and just unwind and enjoy my trip.

I’m supposed to be happy but the truth is I’m not. I don’t know if sobrang naging numb na lang ako pero I just don’t feel happy.

It’s my father’s birthday today and I HATE HIM! saka na ako magmamaldita sa kanya birthday naman nya today kaya humanda na lang siya pagbalik ko bwahaha kidding aside, I love my father kahit ganun siya, even though he’s not worth anything at all because of all the painful things He has done with my family, kahit ganun siya I know deep in my heart love ko pa rin naman siya.. un’ nga lang I cannot forget what he did and how he caused us pain. Siguro when the time comes darating din ang araw na I can truly forgive and forget but this is certainly not today.

Walang kwenta itong post ko, nonsense! Hopefully I can share wonderful memories pagbalik ko sa trip, until then, happy weekend!

I was at the hospital today. I spent my entire morning waiting and goodness I tried so hard to be more patient and to be more understanding but I just hate waiting especially if there’s actually a way to make things easier, less complicated and a bit faster. Ewan ko ba naman dito sa Pilipinas lahat na lang pipilahan mo! Sometimes it’s just a waste of time! Kaya napagiiwanan tayo kasi lahat na lang ng bagay ginagawang komplikado. I’m ranting again, sobrang ang init lang kanina buti na lang hindi masyado trapik at kahit paano bumaba na ang presyo ng gas. I was at the mall too, waiting for my brother and I love hanging out in bookstores and browse some books pero grabe ang mall na un’ andaming tao and don’t you just hate those loud noises inside the bookstores, it’s supposed to be a quiet place like the library but it feels like a marketplace.

PS: Ansarap din pala mag-blog ng taglish, try ko nga minsan pure Tagalog